I love what?

I like writing my feelings
I like analyzing things
I like composing music
I like writing novels
I like helping others
I like my imagination
I like Mathematics
I like Investment
I like philosophy
I like basketball
I like travelling
I like badminton
I like sleeping
I like mystery
I like gaming
I like movies
I like music

But what do I really love?
As in I will feel happy even I am put under great pressure ...
Or even meeting up tons of failure even I have put in all I have
Or even losing hope and reason during the process

But I will still continue doing that particular thing
What is that?
The thing that I meant to love ...