天使与天使的对话，只有天使才理解
因为这第二世界的语言
是我创造力的力量
是我们永恒的爱情
为你创作的新宇宙，只有你我的宇宙
等到世界末日来临，只有你我仍活着
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蔚蓝的天空，云朵随风飘移，变成你想要的形状
带你飞入云海，感受白云温柔的抚摸，
你会躺在风中，闭上眼睛，记得你只能微笑
风神麻痹了你的耳朵，呼呼的，顿时成了优雅的旋律
当你沉醉在此，我会牵着你的手，带你继续飞翔
你会从此为我张开迷人的双眼，以微笑相随，
你知道我会带给你更完美的景象，你所期待的我都能给你
因为只有天使，才能看见天使的世界
你我来到这里，淡蓝的天空，青蓝的海洋，
这两者都联合成一体，
水波从天而降，从看不见的银河飞流直下，
与海平钱紧紧得链接着，无法分离
就像你我，手牵着，心连着，脑海中只有彼此的温柔
我会告诉你这不是瀑布，而是流动不息的能量
你会跟我一起跳入那瀑布般的流水
感受柔水的细致入微，抚摸清廉的身体
你会感受从未的快乐，让你永远只有阳光般的笑容
让你得到清新的眼眶，看见更多的美好
就这样你我潜入了第二世界，
里边有丛林般的珊瑚海，会呼吸的世界
所有小动物都会排着队，等待你天使般的拥抱
你终于相信，我永远会在你左右，
会带你看见更美丽的场景，
会天天陪你看日出日落，
然后看十二星座的闪烁。
我会带你离开这悲伤的世界，
这连太阳都放弃的黑暗世界
我会帮你脱离这一切坎坷的煎熬
让你记得你原来的命运，你是天使
亲爱的，我不会让你难过，
我会在你悲伤之极时紧紧抱着你，
我的热藤的心跳让你不再寒冷，
你会紧紧抱着我，以你微小的口音，
叫我带你离开这世界。。。
我会带你飞翔，飞去你不曾想像的完美世界
从此，你会永远说“我很幸福”
因为那是最动人的声音，永恒的声音
我们冻结了时间，时间为我们而存在
我们手牵着手
我会永远爱你
至：我爱的你
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 23, 2010
再别康桥
虽然不知道结果会是怎样但是还是蛮值得的。。。
申请剑桥，让人期待，让人伤心
他们说，读剑桥，会让你成为你人生的作者
对于一个作者来说，创作一个故事，就像活在幻想中
My entire interview:
I=interviewer, M =me
M: I have been anticipating this day for a really long time
I: pardon ( lol first sentence ... I talk so softly)
M:I have been anticipating this day for a really long time
I:Me too , in another way ...
I:so how's Help
M: Help is really good and helpful , they prepare us more many things, like for the Oxbridge interview and also let potential world award winner to have extra training class
I: what did they train you guys for the interview...
M: err... stun there ... but they can't train our ability
(referring back to my ps)
I: So you won many competitions, and you are applying to Trinity, why do you apply to Trinity?
M:Because Trinity is big and gorgeous
I: Magdalene is small and gorgeous
M: and there's many people in Trinity , I want to meet more people > < lll
I: hand me a paper with question (factorise x^2 + 2i)
M:then I start to do the usual way ... then after a while I stop there because I am thinking ... how come so complicated d
I: you are doing the right way , go on ...
M: still stun there
I: for my level I can know the answer by first sight , by guessing it is easier to see the answer
M: can I guess?
I: go ahead
M: then I write (x-1+i)(x-1-i)
I: alright there you go ..
M:I guess correctly?? wow ...
I: nono ... check the answer ... Trinity must be really dissapointed if we do things like that
M: (find out it is the wrong answer) err wrong guess
I: hmm .. let me do it myself ... then he write (x-(1+i))(x+(1+i))
M: but I check back my long method .. it should be something like 1-i , and I told him
I: err xxx , ok now I need you to factorise x^4 + 4
M: (x^2+2i)(x^2 -2i)
I: there you go ... now I need you to factorise into 4 linear form
M: (eii ... how come (x-(1+i))(x+(1+i)) = (x^2 -2i)) ... then I told him that he did wrongly for the previous one
I: then he checked ... hmm you must never trust an interviewer
M: then I write the answer : (x-(1+i))(x+(1+i))(x-(1-i))(x+(1-i))
M: now factorise x^4 +4 into 2 quadratic form with real coefficient
I: then I write (x^2 -2x +2) (x^2 +2x +2)
M: ok now prove that x^4 + 4 is always a prime no.
I: then I say .. one factor must be 1
M: (x^2 -2x +2) (x^2 +2x +2) = ((x-1)^2 +1) ((x+1)^2 +1)
I: one of them must be greater than one right?
M:( thinking .. how come when x=2, it is not a prime no. zzz) both of them are greater than one
I: so it is not a prime no. (something like that)
I: in your form .. you said that you are applying for Jardine , if you didnt get .. can you parents support you finance?
M: they can
I: good ... so you must sure to get 4 A star for your A-levels
M: for maths definitely
I: ya I can see that ... there is a written test at Sunway this college , so you wont have much problems ba since you can do this question
M: stun there ( I always so humble d lar)
I: ok I think it is about time ...
M: I have a request actually ?
I: what izzit
M: I want to join your financial research team , I read that you research for financial engineering
I: xxx,my team is really small , about x , but we normally won't take freshman , if we take ,normally for them is just some boring stuff
M: I don't mind
I: ok .. I will bare you in mind
M: I read that you invest in financial market
I: I write models to estimate the market , we normally need to keep on write and change our model because things change rapidly , if we use the old one then it is irrelevant
M: could it be due to US economic crisis?
I: no ... I normally invest in the Asia market , not the US market ... and for Asia it changes so rapidly
M: why
I: because there is so many political factors in Asia , the politics in Asia are not stable
I: i think it should be around that , there is other people waiting outside , it is my pleasure to talk to you , I wish to talk more but there is not enough time
M: thank you Dr stuart martin ...
quite well ( around 35~40 minutes interview)
I did so well for my A-levels (Sem 1) (5 subjects), Step , S for step 1 , 1 for step 2 , and interview ( quite ok lar ... I will rank myself 7/10)
everyone is like so shocked when I corrected the interviewer .. it's actually nothing , everyone make mistake mar ...
and the last one is written test
就像给你很完美的生命， 到最后一分钟跟你说，一切都是假的，你做的都是白废的
7 questions 1 question : do 6 out of 10 question .. I took around 45 minutes for it
I chose the trigo question .. when I see it , wow I am so lucky , I just did it in STEP 2 2004 past years yesterday ... like that also I can do dao ... but !! I can't get the answer ?? how come gosh
next one I chose a complex number ... factorise z^9-1 and make it into 1 liner form and 4 quadratic form .... I was taught how to do ... but zzz
the last one is a mechanic question , ball A,B,C in a straight line , what range will there be so B will collide A for second time ... in my mind I kept on thinking ... B must change direction to collide zz ...
estimate mark : 42%
my estimated marks for step 2 is 70++ and I get rank 1 ...
this time I really screw my written test ... so sad .. sad dao no feeling jor
我没有爱情，学业就像我的一切，是种伤心
现实和幻想混浊了，我分不清
如果上天要给我剑桥，为何会让我最后一个考试考到酱烂，不明白，就好像我被玩了一圈，interview觉得自己应该可以进了，现在却不一定了。。
被玩的感觉，但也许是上天在告诉我，我想给你进剑桥，但是你要知觉你还需好很努力，即使进到了
我只想，让我读过的学校骄傲
也许数学好不是天生的，就像刘明华
即使新加坡，香港学的数学很深，但是到了大学也不一定厉害，因为中学是把全部资料塞进你的头脑
可是大学是你自己找资料，
我在HELP浪费了太多时间，变笨了太多
重新呼吸吧。。。至少你有了方向，懂得好如何用你的生命
申请剑桥，让人期待，让人伤心
他们说，读剑桥，会让你成为你人生的作者
对于一个作者来说，创作一个故事，就像活在幻想中
My entire interview:
I=interviewer, M =me
M: I have been anticipating this day for a really long time
I: pardon ( lol first sentence ... I talk so softly)
M:I have been anticipating this day for a really long time
I:Me too , in another way ...
I:so how's Help
M: Help is really good and helpful , they prepare us more many things, like for the Oxbridge interview and also let potential world award winner to have extra training class
I: what did they train you guys for the interview...
M: err... stun there ... but they can't train our ability
(referring back to my ps)
I: So you won many competitions, and you are applying to Trinity, why do you apply to Trinity?
M:Because Trinity is big and gorgeous
I: Magdalene is small and gorgeous
M: and there's many people in Trinity , I want to meet more people > < lll
I: hand me a paper with question (factorise x^2 + 2i)
M:then I start to do the usual way ... then after a while I stop there because I am thinking ... how come so complicated d
I: you are doing the right way , go on ...
M: still stun there
I: for my level I can know the answer by first sight , by guessing it is easier to see the answer
M: can I guess?
I: go ahead
M: then I write (x-1+i)(x-1-i)
I: alright there you go ..
M:I guess correctly?? wow ...
I: nono ... check the answer ... Trinity must be really dissapointed if we do things like that
M: (find out it is the wrong answer) err wrong guess
I: hmm .. let me do it myself ... then he write (x-(1+i))(x+(1+i))
M: but I check back my long method .. it should be something like 1-i , and I told him
I: err xxx , ok now I need you to factorise x^4 + 4
M: (x^2+2i)(x^2 -2i)
I: there you go ... now I need you to factorise into 4 linear form
M: (eii ... how come (x-(1+i))(x+(1+i)) = (x^2 -2i)) ... then I told him that he did wrongly for the previous one
I: then he checked ... hmm you must never trust an interviewer
M: then I write the answer : (x-(1+i))(x+(1+i))(x-(1-i))(x+(1-i))
M: now factorise x^4 +4 into 2 quadratic form with real coefficient
I: then I write (x^2 -2x +2) (x^2 +2x +2)
M: ok now prove that x^4 + 4 is always a prime no.
I: then I say .. one factor must be 1
M: (x^2 -2x +2) (x^2 +2x +2) = ((x-1)^2 +1) ((x+1)^2 +1)
I: one of them must be greater than one right?
M:( thinking .. how come when x=2, it is not a prime no. zzz) both of them are greater than one
I: so it is not a prime no. (something like that)
I: in your form .. you said that you are applying for Jardine , if you didnt get .. can you parents support you finance?
M: they can
I: good ... so you must sure to get 4 A star for your A-levels
M: for maths definitely
I: ya I can see that ... there is a written test at Sunway this college , so you wont have much problems ba since you can do this question
M: stun there ( I always so humble d lar)
I: ok I think it is about time ...
M: I have a request actually ?
I: what izzit
M: I want to join your financial research team , I read that you research for financial engineering
I: xxx,my team is really small , about x , but we normally won't take freshman , if we take ,normally for them is just some boring stuff
M: I don't mind
I: ok .. I will bare you in mind
M: I read that you invest in financial market
I: I write models to estimate the market , we normally need to keep on write and change our model because things change rapidly , if we use the old one then it is irrelevant
M: could it be due to US economic crisis?
I: no ... I normally invest in the Asia market , not the US market ... and for Asia it changes so rapidly
M: why
I: because there is so many political factors in Asia , the politics in Asia are not stable
I: i think it should be around that , there is other people waiting outside , it is my pleasure to talk to you , I wish to talk more but there is not enough time
M: thank you Dr stuart martin ...
quite well ( around 35~40 minutes interview)
I did so well for my A-levels (Sem 1) (5 subjects), Step , S for step 1 , 1 for step 2 , and interview ( quite ok lar ... I will rank myself 7/10)
everyone is like so shocked when I corrected the interviewer .. it's actually nothing , everyone make mistake mar ...
and the last one is written test
就像给你很完美的生命， 到最后一分钟跟你说，一切都是假的，你做的都是白废的
7 questions 1 question : do 6 out of 10 question .. I took around 45 minutes for it
I chose the trigo question .. when I see it , wow I am so lucky , I just did it in STEP 2 2004 past years yesterday ... like that also I can do dao ... but !! I can't get the answer ?? how come gosh
next one I chose a complex number ... factorise z^9-1 and make it into 1 liner form and 4 quadratic form .... I was taught how to do ... but zzz
the last one is a mechanic question , ball A,B,C in a straight line , what range will there be so B will collide A for second time ... in my mind I kept on thinking ... B must change direction to collide zz ...
estimate mark : 42%
my estimated marks for step 2 is 70++ and I get rank 1 ...
this time I really screw my written test ... so sad .. sad dao no feeling jor
我没有爱情，学业就像我的一切，是种伤心
现实和幻想混浊了，我分不清
如果上天要给我剑桥，为何会让我最后一个考试考到酱烂，不明白，就好像我被玩了一圈，interview觉得自己应该可以进了，现在却不一定了。。
被玩的感觉，但也许是上天在告诉我，我想给你进剑桥，但是你要知觉你还需好很努力，即使进到了
我只想，让我读过的学校骄傲
也许数学好不是天生的，就像刘明华
即使新加坡，香港学的数学很深，但是到了大学也不一定厉害，因为中学是把全部资料塞进你的头脑
可是大学是你自己找资料，
我在HELP浪费了太多时间，变笨了太多
重新呼吸吧。。。至少你有了方向，懂得好如何用你的生命
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