Why ?

An interesting origin ... The separation between Cambridge and Oxford ...
It was a storytale .... with all those greenaries ... but through decades ...
It's now filled with intense pressure ... or in another word ... intense happiness from challenges ...

Rumours spread ... wonder it is through or not .. as it is not the first hand infomation
You will be asked to finish 30 books in one weekend
Half of the candidates will drop out after the second year for Mathematics
You will only have 2 hours of sleep everyday

So why do you still want to enter this gorgeous kingdom , that is only suitable for genius ...
Why do you want to suffer for 3/4 years ...and yet you need to pay ex tuition fees ... probably half a million ...

Well ... reasonable answers are :
You will have the aura once you enter ... the fame to step on every corner of the world , or you will have bright future once you leave that kingdom , and you can enter prestigious company , working in high post as you have lots of contacts of future or current leaders from each countries ... Or maybe you would say that you could have the top brains beside you ... so you will be polluted by their wisdom .. and so you will find your true self in no time ... Or you will say that you will find the tradition of Mathematics or maybe other subjects differ from individuals ... you can enter Issac Newton's room in Trinity college and sit on his bed ... you could see how Nobel's/Fields' winner get their inspiration ... or even more you can think of ...

Cambridge is what you make .... but it's definitely gonna be a tough place to be ....
So will you even be happy when you get a conditionl letter ...
Because all those " reasonable" answers can't take you through the hard times ...
What will be you reason you have to get you through when you are in the kick out zone ... definitely not challenging anyway ... maybe you will transfer to another uni's hopefully you can still read the same year ...

So why? It's just fame?
Without your own reason ... you are just another idiot , following the trend ...
Every warrior has a name ... so every warrior has his own destination , direction ...
Without that spirit ... you will sink in crowd ... unable to find yourself ... dragging by darkness

So tell me ... if you know why you will like to enter the kingdom ... If you can find out ....

Inception

这现实世界，有太多的矛盾
人们是否都活在幻想中
就像我
一个一个的小说
这才发现小说分两种

第一是你制造你虚拟的世界，
把你渴望的改造成故事
第二是你把现实中的不快乐或某种感觉，
用小说来发泄

就像我渴望世界和平
渴望完美无缺的永恒爱情
或是寻找属于自己的力量

和我接下来设计的小说
如何掌控自己的行动

如果说现实是梦境的倒影
而梦境同于梦想仍然只是一种想法

一种概念，一种灵感

那么，我已被幻想堆死了

平线

也许对于我，我只需要最平凡的选择
也许我心中说了，我能进warwick就很足够了

徐志摩，突然间离你很远很远，
也许我们根本没有共同点

再别康桥，这句话对于我深刻又清澈
我只是一个平凡的人
拥有许多梦想的平凡人

即使拥有所有，或一无所有
都只是一个平凡人在思考


一开始，我们是平行线
我眺望，爱沿着抛物线
消失于，无穷的渐近线

六年后，图解生命的夜
才发现，我绕了一个圆
回到了，曾眺望的原点

而最终，你我是平行线
始终都，没有任何交点
为何缘，短得不如一线？
（为何圆比一条线还短）